i'm post-shower, pre-leaving the house. tonight is the Initial D preview show. i don't know why i feel such a conviction about going to these preview screenings. it's probably because it's the last semblance of normal, stable family life i have left.
other families have problems sitting down to dinner once a week on sundays, we're lucky to meet for three hours once a month for a movie.
and aren't movies supposed to be the most antisocial social activity possible?
i am coming to the point where i no longer feel a need to do anything. i've lost an semblance of motivation or drive or whatever it is i was supposed to posses, being a student. this will probably get me debarred.
grey's anatomy will cheer me up. i'll have a bumper viewing tonight. two hours. too bad my other sister got whisked away to bangkok. onward tomorrow, post Initial D, pre-PIDP1. hopefully whatever i have and will come up with will be of sufficient quality to negate the lack of quantity.
right now i wouldn't mind being thrashed into the middle of VSCP2 and being forced to deal with the undoubtedly immense amounts of stress and pressure and work. because for the most bit, the work doesn't take up much impact in terms of physical needs. you don't need a huge desk to do A2 sketches on. you can do half your work on the fifteen-inches of virtual real estate that's vertically supported on the hinge of your PowerBook.
and let's face it. coming up with twenty separate design concepts for hairdryers on twenty separate A2 sketches is not a walk in the park. i wish i could just worry about what to title a book.
but if, i move, my place, in line, i'll lose.
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