what fucking ever. this is what happens when you try. when you expect. when you plan. when you have hope.
you get disappointment, from being disappointed.
from your aunt's boyfriend, who wouldn't pick up his phone when he said he would, to your sister, who needs convincing to help collect a movie voucher for you and then leaves the area you're supposed to meet her in without so much as telling you that she was going to, to the entire nation watching the same fucking movies at the same fucking times, to subway suddenly being the ultra-cool, super popular food joint, all tables constantly full.
i fail to see how deigning to come down to town and risking my sanity to go out with and watch a movie with my friends should result in me being so smited by the powers that be. is there not one thing that can go right? i've read about people who always make it a point to find the one thing that's happened in their life each day, that makes that day worth living. always look on the bring side of life and all that. now i know that they must lead charmed lives. i find doing the same rather difficult.
everything blows. season's greetings. merry christmas. happy fucking 2006. onwards and downwards.
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