child psychologists

i walked out of ModMa lecture. not in a dramatic, gather-my-things-pissily-and-stalk-off-whilst-lecturer-looks-at-me-quizzically way, more of a gather-things-in-advance-and-leave-whilst-lecturer-is-demonstrating-the-sanding-machine-and-not-looking-at-me-and-stalk-off-under-quizzical-looks-from-coursemates way.

i don't know what's wrong anymore. i am failing this semseter. there are at least seven jobs due in two weeks. and, failing to make it in two weeks or the re-sub twelve days after that, i will have to repeat the semester. which, right now, i would rather drop out than do.